Weird Yet Endearing: Unconventional Traits and Self-Reflections of an Awkwardly Confident Individual
What are some weird things you like that other people might not even notice? I ask this as I explore my own unique set of habits and quirks, often regarded as peculiar by my peers. Below, I delve into some of the things that make me who I am, from sleeping on a hardwood floor to rock-solid self-soothing rituals.
Unconventional Habits
There's a long list of my habits that might seem weird to others but feel normal to me. For instance, I love sleeping on a mere hardwood floor, which, bizarre as it may sound, has its charm in providing a cool and comfortable sleep environment. Another unusual habit is my tendency to spend 95% of my time alone. This solitude allows me to focus on my studies and personal growth, without external disturbances.
Overeating dinner foods for breakfast is another quirk I have, and I embrace it eagerly. It's funny to think that I would skip a meal and still eat as if I haven't eaten all day, but this just suits my rhythm. Moreover, living without household appliances requires me to be resourceful and innovate my way through everyday tasks with ease.
Living with Introspection
Surprisingly, I have never dated anyone in my life. I find the prospect of a relationship incredibly daunting, even though I have been approached many times during my university years. My dedication to my career and education has always been my priority. I believe in ethical commitments, acknowledging that no two people and their lifetimes are the same.
Alongside my dedication, I find meaning in writing heartfelt letters to my future husband. I know this sounds odd, but these letters are a trove of revelations about my life, experiences, and changes that have shaped me. This unconventional way of informing my Quora community and the broader world of my professional achievements captures a deeply personal moment of self-expression.
Aversion to Social Engagement
My fear of social interactions is rooted in past disappointments. Growing up, I have observed that good things and people don't usually stay with me, leading to a pessimistic outlook. Over time, I have learned to distance myself from situations that might lead to emotional pain. On the surface, I may appear emotionally detached, but inside, I am navigating these challenges with resilience and strength.
I avoid forming deep bonds with others, not out of ego or self-respect, but because I weigh the risks of getting emotionally attached. I have witnessed the ruthlessness of human relationships and know that I might be hurt. By maintaining emotional distance, I protect myself and my well-being. It's a fascinating yet draining journey to stay in control, and it's a testament to my unwavering confidence in managing my life on my terms.
Embracing the Cold
Additionally, some of my peculiar hobbies include going barefoot as much as possible, rocking myself when in pain or agitation (a self-soothing ritual), and walking alone, especially in the chilling winter months. These habits might seem quirky, but they help me stay in the present and cope with life's challenges in a unique way.
The Attic of My Mind
Finally, there is a folder in my notes app showcasing the peculiar and heartfelt letters I have written to my future husband, a promises-to-be. These letters are my personal insights into who I am and what I believe, offering a glimpse into my emotional world. This unconventional way to share my true self with the world is a testament to my deep and profound self-reflection.
It's clear that weirdness is not a badge of shame, but a unique identifier of who I am. Whether it's solitude, self-soothing, or unconventional hobbies, I embrace these traits with confidence, understanding that they define my world view and my journey through life.