From Depression to Self-Love: My Journey of Transformation and Passion for Teaching
I decided to take control of my life when I was struggling with severe depression. This dark period lasted six years, during which I felt overlooked, depressed, and unable to connect with others. I was concerned about what people would think and whether I met the societal expectations. Eventually, I reached a breaking point.
Turning a Corner
One morning, I decided to run in Five Gardens for an hour, something I had never done before. Despite the physical pain, the emotional weight significantly lightened. Over time, my clarity of thought improved. Within a month, I started smiling at the sun. After three months, I began to care less about the world's expectations. Six months later, I felt that no one could offer me the comfort I needed. A year passed, and I found myself in love with myself—head over heels, as they say. This realization was a turning point: I decided to take responsibility for my own life.
Transitioning to a New Path
Eventually, I decided to pursue my passion for education. On May 5th, I took my NEET examination for the second time, hoping to secure a medical career. However, the results were disappointing, leaving me unsure of my future. While scrolling through a newspaper one day, I found a teacher vacancy at a private school. Initially, I was hesitant due to my lack of qualifications, but destiny had other plans. I applied for the position on a whim and was unexpectedly selected for the role. Three months into my new job, it has not only provided me with unexpected joy and satisfaction but also a deeper understanding of my own character and capabilities.
Transformative Experience and Gratefulness
My journey from depression to self-love was a transformative experience that taught me the importance of self-reliance and the power of small steps. Each day, I learned to appreciate my progress and the newfound love and respect I receive from my students. Most importantly, I discovered a newfound patience and a deeper connection with myself and others.
Matching with Self-Reflection Questions
How can small changes in daily routines lead to significant transformations? What role does self-love play in mental health and overall well-being? Please reflect on a time when you were unsure of your path in life; how did you find direction?Gifts and Gratitude
Teaching day is a day full of unexpected gifts. The joy of seeing my students learn and grow is unparalleled. Like their gifts on Teachers Day, it is these small moments that fill my heart with gratitude. I am not only a teacher but a mentor, shaping lives with the hope and knowledge that can change the world.
In conclusion, my journey from depression to self-love has shown me the importance of self-reliance and the power of taking control of one's life. My decision to become a teacher has been one of the best decisions I have made, providing unexpected joy and a deeper understanding of myself and others.